And getting into a boat he crossed over and came to his own
city. And behold, some people brought to him a paralytic, lying on a bed. And
when Jesus saw their faith, he said to the paralytic, “Take heart, my son; your
sins are forgiven.” And behold, some of the scribes said to themselves, “This
man is blaspheming.” But Jesus, knowing their thoughts, said, “Why do you think
evil in your hearts? For which is easier, to say, ‘Your sins are forgiven,’ or
to say, ‘Rise and walk’? But that you may know that the Son of Man has
authority on earth to forgive sins”—he then said to the paralytic—“Rise, pick
up your bed and go home.” And he rose and went home. When the crowds saw it, they were afraid, and
they glorified God, who had given such authority to men. (Matthew 9:1-8)
As I reflect on the miraculous healing events of the last
year, several thoughts come to mind.
First I believe it could be real easy to be upset with God for allowing
this suffering to happen. It seems easy to blame God for both the good and bad
things in our lives. Many say there is no god because if there was one he would
intervene and stop the suffering before it happens. Natural disasters seem to
be a particular problem. The amount of suffering and death that occurs appears
to render either God powerless or apathetic.
But this is far from the truth.
The suffering that our family has endured just as the suffering of
countless others is the result of a sinful broken world. It is the result of
the corruption of sin due to mankind’s rebellion against God.
Man instead of abiding in the life giving Word instead goes
the way of separation from God. Man wants to be his own god. And every son or
daughter of Adam has this corruption. It
is not any particular sin that caused my sickness to occur. In fact they really
do not know the cause. They cannot connect it to any particular behavior or
diet. They cannot even say it is inherited.
Still in a way it is, for I am sinful. I am a son of Adam therefore I
suffer from concupiscence that is the natural inclination to sin. Disease and
finally death are the result of this corruption that fills me. So the fault
cannot be laid upon God even if He allows it. It is just. And I am at fault.
Second, our Lord is merciful. Jesus said to Nicodemus the Pharisee in John
3:17 “For God did not send his Son into the world to condemn the world, but in
order that the world might be saved through him.” I could not save myself
either from the disease or from the eternal consequences of sin. But Jesus can and does save. The paralytic could
not make even a move toward Jesus. He needed others to bring him to Jesus. This
is not unlike parents who bring their helpless infant children to be baptized
by Jesus, saved by Jesus.
Jesus says to the paralytic who also is suffering as a
result of his sinfulness, “Take heart my Son your sins are forgiven.” Jesus
gives the paralytic the gift of eternal life. All that the on-looking envious
scribes in their unbelief could say is that Jesus is blaspheming, “No man can
forgive sins only God.” Jesus then says, “which is easier, to say, ‘Your sins
are forgiven,’ or to say, ‘Rise and walk’? But that you may know that the Son
of Man has authority on earth to forgive sins”—he then said to the paralytic—“Rise,
pick up your bed and go home.”
In our earthly worldly minds we are more attracted impressed
by the second gift more than the first. A man who was paralyzed and known by
the town to be paralyzed, is now picking up his own bed and walking home. It is
attractive because it could be seen and it definitely improved this man’s
quality of life. Jesus not only healed his paralysis but also the atrophy in
his muscles. It was as if he never had the disease.
Jesus wholly healed him. He was forgiven, cleaned of the
root cause of his paralysis. When Jesus forgives, the job is complete. This
miracle gives us a look at what it will be like for us when we the baptized
rise from the dead. It will be as if our bodies never had a disease or suffered
from the result decay and death.
But the real question we need to pay attention too is, “For
which is easier, to say, ‘Your sins are forgiven,’ or to say, ‘Rise and walk’?”
I would say that for Jesus, as He is also God, it would be “Rise and walk.”
Jesus was the eternal Word with the Father that formed man and brought him to
life. It is no problem for Jesus, the incarnate
creating Word to recreate this man.
But what is far more difficult for Jesus is forgiving this
man’s sins. Because in forgiving his sins Jesus is committing Himself to take
on this man’s sinfulness, being forsaken by the Father and enduring death and hell
on the cross for this man’s sins. No the
far more difficult thing for Jesus is to forgive sins and so it is the greater
gift. Without his suffering and death
Jesus would not have the authority to save this cursed man to free him from
clutches of Satan and the consequences of his sin, his paralysis.
Likewise the greatest gift that I receive is to hear from
the words of my confessor pastor saying, “Take heart son, your sins are forgiven.”
The pastor is not Jesus, but Jesus who now sits at the right hand of the Father
with all power and authority speaks these words to me through the pastor so
that I may hear them and receive His forgiveness.
Third, as for my physical healing, I am entirely grateful. I
am grateful to our Lord for all those who turned to the Lord to ask for mercy
on my behalf. Our Lord, in the use of His name, would have us turn to Him in
time of trouble. The suffering was worth all of those calling on the Name of
the Lord. I am also grateful to the Lord for all the doctors, nurses and
medical staff our Lord uses to heal. Just as our Lord uses the vocation of the
Office of the Holy Ministry to apply the forgiveness of sins, He likewise hides
behind the mask of the vocation of medicine to continue his ministry of
physical healing.
And I am grateful for my family. They have been tireless
supporters. What a wonderful gift the family is. And most of all I am grateful to my wife,
Nancy. Jesus says there is no greater love than the one who lays down his, in
this case her life, for a friend. It was no coincidence that our Lord brought
us together. We are truly one flesh and she is truly my helpmate.
Through Nancy, and the vocation of marriage, our Lord has
made me a recipient of sacrificial love.
Just like the paralytic needed friends to bring Him to Jesus to be saved
and healed, I needed my pastor, friends, family, doctors, nurses and my wife in
their God given vocations to bring Jesus saving and healing power to me. However,
none of this would be unless Jesus suffered and died on the cross giving His
life for the world. The forgiveness of sins and the promise of the resurrection
made all this possible. “Take heart son,
your sins are forgiven!”
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